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| Friday, October 9th, 2009 | | 11:42 pm |
| | Saturday, June 27th, 2009 | | 9:44 pm |
Sam As Lucifer's Vessel Manip
So, after the end of SPN Season 4, I started thinking about a certain picture of Sam, and combining it with a certain picture of Dean. I just couldn't help thinking of that bright light, and how seductive it would be to Sam, and Dean on his knees begging Sam to fight it, and Lucifer considering using Sam as a vessel, and that light caressing Sam, all warm and powerful....*koff* Yeah.... http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v495/Owzers/deanbegssamvessel.jpg | | Monday, December 22nd, 2008 | | 6:38 pm |
| | Wednesday, October 24th, 2007 | | 2:58 pm |
Wildfires in Southern California - I Need Your Positive Energy
So, we had to evacuate our town on Monday. I'm one of the lucky ones who had a place to go that isn't on fire and is not a random shelter. This is just unreal. I'm pretty numb right now and trying to stay that way so I don't have a meltdown. We're staying with my boyfriend's parents, hoping the fire doesn't reach their town. The only good thing about this whole nightmare is seeing how loving and selfless people are being towards the victims of this fire. I feel so bad for the firefighters - some of them are running on 70 hours straight without sleep, and are dealing with temperatures in the 90's, not counting the heat from the fires! Fuck! I actually miss going to work - my job is located in another fire location, so who knows when they'll let us back in. Reading my LJ is the only normalcy in my life right now - so thank you flist and all you LJ sweethearts and fic writers who are helping me not loose my mind - I love and appreciate you beyond the telling of it. Current Mood:  numbCurrent Music: New Reports | | Tuesday, October 2nd, 2007 | | 5:07 pm |
IS IT THURSDAY YET?
God! I think I'm beginning to understand how a crack whore feels while I wait for the opener for Supernatural Season 3. Fuck! What is it about these boys that make me so crazed and anxious and obsessive?? It's almost embarrassing I tell ya! Thank god for all the great fanfic out there or I'd be curled up in a ball in tears by this time. Plus? Every time I hear a sappy or angsty love song I immediately associate it with Sam and Dean. Jesus! I'm not alone, right? Right????? Current Mood:  anxiousCurrent Music: "Gimme Shelter" Rolling Stones | | Saturday, July 28th, 2007 | | 9:55 pm |
| | Thursday, July 12th, 2007 | | 6:59 pm |
I'm Going to ComicCon to see Jared and Jensen!!! Woo Hoo!
I wasn't going to go originally - as I hate crowds and driving to San Diego is just begging for a nervous breakdown for me. But when my friend Cathy showed me the schedule for Saturday and I saw that Supernatural and J2 were making an appearance? Yeah. Kinda had a fit. Much squeeing and jumping up and down, followed by nausea due to getting overly excited. So, I'm pre-registered and will be there baby!! I'm determined to get to the microphone to ask a question and have thought up and discarded around 16 questions so far. Jesus! I can't believe how much this is freaking me out. I'll be sure to take a ton of pics. I'm tempted to bring my video camera just so I can replay Jensen's voice over and over and over. *head explodes* Current Mood:  giddy | | Monday, June 11th, 2007 | | 8:17 pm |
Pictures of sea turtle mosiac sink top (and other artsy fartsy stuff)
So, I'm finally sick of being a lameass, procrastinating loser, which is in part because I can't stop reading Wincest and Supernatural smut, and am actually working on my sea turtle mosaic for my bathroom sink top. A job for the anal-retentive for sure...sheesh! So, I glued the first little patch on and have to wait 24 hours to make sure it's gonna stay put. Some of the tiles are so tiny that I couldn't use thinset to set the tiles as it would just squoosh up between them and mess it up, so I had to flip the entire thing over and will have to squeeze glue onto each, fricking tile! *rolls eyes* The sink is a frosted green glass bowl and will sit on top of the tiles. Oh, and I bought a cheap wooden box and some superscuplty and a plastic eye and gold spray paint and made a dragon eye box in which I keep my chocolate at work. The eye totally follows you, and it freaks out all the "straights" I work with. Heh heh. The chocolate is safe, oh yes! http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v495/Owzers/tileontopofposter.jpghttp://img.photobucket.com/albums/v495/Owzers/tilestart.jpghttp://img.photobucket.com/albums/v495/Owzers/dragoneyebox.jpg Current Mood:  artistic | | Wednesday, January 3rd, 2007 | | 1:12 pm |
Dead Kitty Buried in My Yard
Well the day after I moved the poor kitty off to the side of the road, I drove by on my way home from work and he was still laying there! I couldn't believe it! So when I got home, I called the Dead Animal Retrieval people and gave them the location and they said they'd come get him the next day. So I sat there for about 15 minutes, picturing him laying there on the cold, wet, dark road (it had rained the night before) and got more and more agitated and finally grabbed some disposable gloves and a trash bag and got back in my car and went and got him. He was all stiff and cold at this point, which made it less traumatic for me. Then I got a hand towel, a white t-shirt, and cut my last remaining rose from the garden, and dug a nice, deep hole under my oak tree; then I put the towel down first, then the kitty, then covered him with the t-shirt, then put the rose on top of him, and said some blessings while I filled the hole with dirt. I called the DAR and cancelled the retrieval, saying it was taken care of. I hope his little soul is now at rest - I think it is - I know mine is at least. I might have to start carrying gloves and bags in my trunk, just in case this happens again. I live on a 1/2 acre, so I've plenty of room for the little creatures. I just couldn't stand the thought of him being tossed in the garbage, or just incinerated and forgotten, not after what he went through. I'm probably well on my way to being a complete eccentric....I'll no doubt end up like the cat lady on "The Simpsons" but hopefully more coherent. Current Mood:  peaceful | | Tuesday, December 26th, 2006 | | 11:41 am |
Dead Kitty in the Road
God I hate starting out my day by seeing a poor, dead kitty laying dead in the middle of a busy street on my way to work this morning. Usually I'll pause to grieve for a few seconds and then keep going, but not this morning. He hadn't been knocked clear to the side, so people kept driving near enough to flick his paws with their fucking tires, and I'm stuck at the stop sign watching this in horror. So I finally put on my flashing lights, pulled the emergency brake, grabbed an empty tray that I'd had cookies on last week, and waited for a break in traffic and then ran out and scooped the little guy onto the tray and put him way off to the side out of harm's way. He was solid black, couldn't have been more than 5 months old, and was still warm. I'll spare you the gruesomer details of his condition. I got back into my car and then bawled hysterically all the way to work, and then sat in my car in the parking lot hiccupping and sobbing and trying to calm down. Finally staggered into my office with a throbbing headache, nausea, and my eyes looked like I'd jammed my face into an angry beehive. I know it's just part of life, and I shouldn't let it get to me, but I adore cats, truly worship them, and it just ripped me up to see such a callous disregard for that poor little body in the road. This is why I can't get myself to go to animal shelters - I'd end up in a padded room, heavily sedated. *sniffles* Special love and thanks to Herohunter and Suzvoy for the lovely cards - thank you so much my darlings! Current Mood: melancholy | | Monday, November 13th, 2006 | | 11:38 pm |
| | Thursday, August 17th, 2006 | | 4:31 pm |
Mermaid Window Delivered - *sigh*
I feel so depressed right now - I could weep. After waiting and waiting for this glass guy to finish the window I designed (he had the flu, then moved his business to another town) he finally brought me my finished window and it was....not what I had in mind. The more I look at what I paid him for, the more I want to cry. He used mostly plain colored glass, not the varigated in my design, she doesn't have a crown, or a ruffle around her hips, and there's no seashell. The water is all one shade of smooth, solid blue, instead of the 3 shades in my design. I wish I knew if what I'd asked for wasn't realistic, so I'd know if he was justified in the changes he made. I hate causing trouble, and I never send things back, but this is so far from what I'd envisioned that I don't know what to do. Anyone out there do stained glass? Could you give me your opinion? The window size is 14" x 19". *slumps down in corner and sniffles* Current Mood: crushed | | Wednesday, August 9th, 2006 | | 7:51 pm |
Finally Bought X Files DVDs Seasons 1-5!
*does Snoopy dance of geeky joy* Yay! They finally had a slimmed-down version available for sale that didn't entail me taking out a second mortgage on my house, so I've been doing major X-Files marathons after work and now I can see the Krycek and Mulder slashability. Now, I need some really good slashy, angsty smut stories about those two. Anyone out there have some good recs for me? Pretty please with sex on top? Current Mood: giddyCurrent Music: Just what's in my head | | Monday, August 7th, 2006 | | 3:58 pm |
Thinking of trying to kick Paxil
Well, I've been on Paxil for 7 years now, gained 50 lbs, only want sex about 4 days out of the month, and I'm sick of it. I've read that the withdrawal isn't pleasant, even when you wean yourself gradually. Anyone out there have any experience or knowledge about it? Oh, and I just want to give all of you on my flist massive warm hugs and thanks for being there, being yourselves - funny, brilliant, loving, cranky and insane. *loves you madly!* Current Mood:  contemplativeCurrent Music: IPOD Mix | | Wednesday, June 7th, 2006 | | 10:40 pm |
Gross Pictures of my Shredded Hand
So, in the Window Glass versus Owzers fight, it's Window 1, Owzers 0. What's really funny is that my friend John, who was helping me install the new windows, is a safety engineer. He's never gonna let me forget this humiliation. Oh, and I did this by trying to bump open the old, painted shut window and my hand shattered the glass, and I panicked and yanked my hand back, right over the jagged shards that remained. The emergency room doc just glued everything shut, sparing me the pain of stitches. Yay! Anyway, here's my owie. http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v495/Owzers/handnarm.jpghttp://img.photobucket.com/albums/v495/Owzers/hand.jpg | | Saturday, June 3rd, 2006 | | 5:11 pm |
Mermaid Stained Glass Window Design
So, I finally decided to get off my butt and design the mermaid window I've been wanting to commission for my bathroom window. It's only 14" x 19", so hopefully the cost won't cause me to stroke out. I'm going to submit it to the stained glass guy on Monday and see what he says. Since I've never done stained glass, I'm sure he'll need to tweak my design a bit, but it should look pretty close to this: http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v495/Owzers/MermaidWindow.jpgWhatcha think? Current Mood:  sleepyCurrent Music: Blowing Fans | | Monday, April 17th, 2006 | | 9:09 pm |
| | Thursday, April 13th, 2006 | | 10:44 am |
The Perfect Song for Dean and Sam Winchester!
I haven't checked yet if anyone has made a Supernatural vid to this song, but it really must be done if not. I mean - holy crap dude! U2's "Sometimes You Can't Make It On Your Own"? Might as well be the opening theme song for the show: Tough You think you've got the stuff You're telling me and anyone You're hard enough You don't have to put up a fight You don't have to always be right Let me take some of the punches For you tonight Listen to me now I need to let you know You don't have to go it alone And it's you when I look in the mirror And it's you when I don't pick up the phone Sometimes you can't make it on your own We fight all the time You and I, that's alright We're the same soul I don't need I don't need to hear you say That if we weren't so alike You'd like me a whole lot more Listen to me now I need to let you know You don't have to go it alone And it's you when I look in the mirror And it's you when I don't pick up the phone Sometimes you can't make it on your own I know that we don't talk I'm sick of it all Can you hear me when I sing... You're the reason I sing You're the reason why the opera is in me Where are we now? I've still got to let you know A house still doesn't make a home Don't leave me here alone And it's you when I look in the mirror And it's you that makes it hard to let go Sometimes you can't make it on your own Sometimes you can't make it Best you can do is to fake it Sometimes you can't make it on your own Current Mood: ecstaticCurrent Music: U2 | | Monday, March 6th, 2006 | | 12:34 pm |
Warning - Post Office Rant Ahead!
Arrrrgggggg!!!!!!!! *steam comes out of ears* So I ordered "The Hitchhiker's Guide" trilogy from Amazon just under 2 weeks ago, and they shipped it out promptly. But does my mail carrier put the package by my door? Or even try to deliver it to me? Of course not! They leave a note in my mailbox claiming no one was home - LIAR!! I was home all week with a virus! My boyfriend was home all week! They just couldn't be bothered to back down my driveway - boo hoo!!! My driveway is flat and straight and 80 ft long. So today is my first day back at work after being on death's door, and I have 30 minutes for lunch, so I drive to the post office to get my books and the fricking line of people is out the door! And I'm starving - having skipped breakfast. So I said "screw this!" and left without getting my books and instead grabbed some fast food and headed back to the office, cursing the whole way. Chickenshit post office!!! What the hell happened to "Neither rain, nor sleet, nor dark of night...etc.?" I've seen huge cement mixer trucks go backwards up my neighbor's curved, very steep driveway with a full load of cement, but the widdle postal truck can't back up my flat, straight drive?? Fucking wimps!!! Grrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!! Current Mood:  pissed offCurrent Music: Grinding of my teeth! | | Sunday, March 5th, 2006 | | 12:02 pm |
Return to the Land of the Living
So, after missing 4 days of work, and sleeping an average of 3 hours a night while drowning in snot and shaking with fever, I think I'm finally showing signs of recovery. When I'm not so weak, I shall have to go outside and shovel the dirt back into the shallow grave I dug for myself, planning on a bullet to the brain and toppling into the hole to put myself out of my misery. Once again my cats were disappointed in the lack of hairballs my incessant coughing failed to produce. I've drunk so many gallons of hot tea and honey this week that I believe I'm developing a slight British accent, despite my long residence in Southern California. On the plus side, my elusive and fickle muse (that slippery bitch!) has reappeared today and is clamoring for me to work on my fairy painting - having been frightened into thinking I might die prematurely - and I refuse to offer her any comfort or reassurance on that score. I will ruthlessly exploit her fear and paint with a vengeance today! *smiles grimly* Current Mood:  deviousCurrent Music: Hacking and coughing |
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