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Friday, February 26th, 2010
9:34 pm
5:53 pm
Artwork (Manips) for J2 Historical AU "Restraint" by Dark Emeralds
So, I had the privilege of doing all the manips for an epic and glorious J2 fic called "Restraint" which is one of the best historical AUs out there, and I have been given permission to share with you. Woo hoo!!! Enjoy!
Friday, October 9th, 2009
11:42 pm
Saturday, June 27th, 2009
9:44 pm
Sam As Lucifer's Vessel Manip
So, after the end of SPN Season 4, I started thinking about a certain picture of Sam, and combining it with a certain picture of Dean. I just couldn't help thinking of that bright light, and how seductive it would be to Sam, and Dean on his knees begging Sam to fight it, and Lucifer considering using Sam as a vessel, and that light caressing Sam, all warm and powerful....*koff*
Monday, December 22nd, 2008
6:38 pm
Fun with Jared and Jensen Photo
So, a good friend commented on how Jared is territorial about Jensen, especially after viewing an old picture of them where Jared is raising his leg against Jensen, and it made me think of a certain canine behavior, and Jared is, after all, a huge puppy. So, this is what I did with that photo. *hides*
Wednesday, October 24th, 2007
2:58 pm
Wildfires in Southern California - I Need Your Positive Energy
So, we had to evacuate our town on Monday. I'm one of the lucky ones who had a place to go that isn't on fire and is not a random shelter. This is just unreal. I'm pretty numb right now and trying to stay that way so I don't have a meltdown. We're staying with my boyfriend's parents, hoping the fire doesn't reach their town. The only good thing about this whole nightmare is seeing how loving and selfless people are being towards the victims of this fire. I feel so bad for the firefighters - some of them are running on 70 hours straight without sleep, and are dealing with temperatures in the 90's, not counting the heat from the fires! Fuck! I actually miss going to work - my job is located in another fire location, so who knows when they'll let us back in. Reading my LJ is the only normalcy in my life right now - so thank you flist and all you LJ sweethearts and fic writers who are helping me not loose my mind - I love and appreciate you beyond the telling of it.

Current Mood: numb
Tuesday, October 2nd, 2007
5:07 pm
God! I think I'm beginning to understand how a crack whore feels while I wait for the opener for Supernatural Season 3. Fuck! What is it about these boys that make me so crazed and anxious and obsessive?? It's almost embarrassing I tell ya! Thank god for all the great fanfic out there or I'd be curled up in a ball in tears by this time. Plus? Every time I hear a sappy or angsty love song I immediately associate it with Sam and Dean. Jesus! I'm not alone, right? Right?????

Current Mood: anxious
Saturday, July 28th, 2007
9:55 pm
Pics of Jensen Ackles at ComicCon

Sorry they're so blurry but security was really pushing everyone along - no stopping allowed as the mob around the WB booth was getting to be a fire hazard violation. HA! Our boy is on Fiya! Smokin' hot baby! Okay, enough with the fire puns - sheesh.

Current Mood: exhausted
Thursday, July 12th, 2007
6:59 pm
I'm Going to ComicCon to see Jared and Jensen!!! Woo Hoo!
I wasn't going to go originally - as I hate crowds and driving to San Diego is just begging for a nervous breakdown for me. But when my friend Cathy showed me the schedule for Saturday and I saw that Supernatural and J2 were making an appearance? Yeah. Kinda had a fit. Much squeeing and jumping up and down, followed by nausea due to getting overly excited. So, I'm pre-registered and will be there baby!! I'm determined to get to the microphone to ask a question and have thought up and discarded around 16 questions so far. Jesus! I can't believe how much this is freaking me out. I'll be sure to take a ton of pics. I'm tempted to bring my video camera just so I can replay Jensen's voice over and over and over. *head explodes*

Current Mood: giddy
Monday, June 11th, 2007
8:17 pm
Pictures of sea turtle mosiac sink top (and other artsy fartsy stuff)
So, I'm finally sick of being a lameass, procrastinating loser, which is in part because I can't stop reading Wincest and Supernatural smut, and am actually working on my sea turtle mosaic for my bathroom sink top. A job for the anal-retentive for sure...sheesh! So, I glued the first little patch on and have to wait 24 hours to make sure it's gonna stay put. Some of the tiles are so tiny that I couldn't use thinset to set the tiles as it would just squoosh up between them and mess it up, so I had to flip the entire thing over and will have to squeeze glue onto each, fricking tile! *rolls eyes* The sink is a frosted green glass bowl and will sit on top of the tiles. Oh, and I bought a cheap wooden box and some superscuplty and a plastic eye and gold spray paint and made a dragon eye box in which I keep my chocolate at work. The eye totally follows you, and it freaks out all the "straights" I work with. Heh heh. The chocolate is safe, oh yes!

Current Mood: artistic
Wednesday, January 3rd, 2007
1:12 pm
Dead Kitty Buried in My Yard
Well the day after I moved the poor kitty off to the side of the road, I drove by on my way home from work and he was still laying there! I couldn't believe it! So when I got home, I called the Dead Animal Retrieval people and gave them the location and they said they'd come get him the next day. So I sat there for about 15 minutes, picturing him laying there on the cold, wet, dark road (it had rained the night before) and got more and more agitated and finally grabbed some disposable gloves and a trash bag and got back in my car and went and got him. He was all stiff and cold at this point, which made it less traumatic for me. Then I got a hand towel, a white t-shirt, and cut my last remaining rose from the garden, and dug a nice, deep hole under my oak tree; then I put the towel down first, then the kitty, then covered him with the t-shirt, then put the rose on top of him, and said some blessings while I filled the hole with dirt. I called the DAR and cancelled the retrieval, saying it was taken care of. I hope his little soul is now at rest - I think it is - I know mine is at least. I might have to start carrying gloves and bags in my trunk, just in case this happens again. I live on a 1/2 acre, so I've plenty of room for the little creatures. I just couldn't stand the thought of him being tossed in the garbage, or just incinerated and forgotten, not after what he went through. I'm probably well on my way to being a complete eccentric....I'll no doubt end up like the cat lady on "The Simpsons" but hopefully more coherent.

Current Mood: peaceful
Tuesday, December 26th, 2006
11:41 am
Dead Kitty in the Road
God I hate starting out my day by seeing a poor, dead kitty laying dead in the middle of a busy street on my way to work this morning. Usually I'll pause to grieve for a few seconds and then keep going, but not this morning. He hadn't been knocked clear to the side, so people kept driving near enough to flick his paws with their fucking tires, and I'm stuck at the stop sign watching this in horror. So I finally put on my flashing lights, pulled the emergency brake, grabbed an empty tray that I'd had cookies on last week, and waited for a break in traffic and then ran out and scooped the little guy onto the tray and put him way off to the side out of harm's way. He was solid black, couldn't have been more than 5 months old, and was still warm. I'll spare you the gruesomer details of his condition. I got back into my car and then bawled hysterically all the way to work, and then sat in my car in the parking lot hiccupping and sobbing and trying to calm down. Finally staggered into my office with a throbbing headache, nausea, and my eyes looked like I'd jammed my face into an angry beehive. I know it's just part of life, and I shouldn't let it get to me, but I adore cats, truly worship them, and it just ripped me up to see such a callous disregard for that poor little body in the road. This is why I can't get myself to go to animal shelters - I'd end up in a padded room, heavily sedated. *sniffles*

Special love and thanks to Herohunter and Suzvoy for the lovely cards - thank you so much my darlings!

Current Mood: melancholy
Monday, November 13th, 2006
11:38 pm
YAY! My friend Arnie made the gorgeous wooden frame for the finished stained glass and then he hung it for me using antique brass hinges. Man do I have cool friends! Here it is for your enjoyment:

Current Mood: cheerful
Thursday, August 17th, 2006
4:31 pm
Mermaid Window Delivered - *sigh*
I feel so depressed right now - I could weep. After waiting and waiting for this glass guy to finish the window I designed (he had the flu, then moved his business to another town) he finally brought me my finished window and it was....not what I had in mind. The more I look at what I paid him for, the more I want to cry. He used mostly plain colored glass, not the varigated in my design, she doesn't have a crown, or a ruffle around her hips, and there's no seashell. The water is all one shade of smooth, solid blue, instead of the 3 shades in my design. I wish I knew if what I'd asked for wasn't realistic, so I'd know if he was justified in the changes he made. I hate causing trouble, and I never send things back, but this is so far from what I'd envisioned that I don't know what to do. Anyone out there do stained glass? Could you give me your opinion? The window size is 14" x 19". *slumps down in corner and sniffles*

Current Mood: crushed
Wednesday, August 9th, 2006
7:51 pm
Finally Bought X Files DVDs Seasons 1-5!
*does Snoopy dance of geeky joy* Yay! They finally had a slimmed-down version available for sale that didn't entail me taking out a second mortgage on my house, so I've been doing major X-Files marathons after work and now I can see the Krycek and Mulder slashability. Now, I need some really good slashy, angsty smut stories about those two. Anyone out there have some good recs for me? Pretty please with sex on top?

Current Mood: giddy
Monday, August 7th, 2006
3:58 pm
Thinking of trying to kick Paxil
Well, I've been on Paxil for 7 years now, gained 50 lbs, only want sex about 4 days out of the month, and I'm sick of it. I've read that the withdrawal isn't pleasant, even when you wean yourself gradually. Anyone out there have any experience or knowledge about it? Oh, and I just want to give all of you on my flist massive warm hugs and thanks for being there, being yourselves - funny, brilliant, loving, cranky and insane. *loves you madly!*

Current Mood: contemplative
Wednesday, June 7th, 2006
10:40 pm
Gross Pictures of my Shredded Hand
So, in the Window Glass versus Owzers fight, it's Window 1, Owzers 0. What's really funny is that my friend John, who was helping me install the new windows, is a safety engineer. He's never gonna let me forget this humiliation. Oh, and I did this by trying to bump open the old, painted shut window and my hand shattered the glass, and I panicked and yanked my hand back, right over the jagged shards that remained. The emergency room doc just glued everything shut, sparing me the pain of stitches. Yay! Anyway, here's my owie.
Saturday, June 3rd, 2006
5:11 pm
Mermaid Stained Glass Window Design
So, I finally decided to get off my butt and design the mermaid window I've been wanting to commission for my bathroom window. It's only 14" x 19", so hopefully the cost won't cause me to stroke out. I'm going to submit it to the stained glass guy on Monday and see what he says. Since I've never done stained glass, I'm sure he'll need to tweak my design a bit, but it should look pretty close to this:

Whatcha think?

Current Mood: sleepy
Monday, April 17th, 2006
9:09 pm
Woo Hoo! I Installed Copper Lights Along My Driveway!
*beams* Yay! I can't believe I put it off this long - it was like Legos - so easy! I've been meaning to put in lights along my driveway ever since my friend Becky backed her car over the edge, at night, went sliding down my bank, and ran over my baby avocado tree. Which, by the way, shocked the tree into producing a ton of avocados - like it figured it had better kiss my ass and be fruitful or I'd run it over again. Heh heh. Anyway, I took a picture of the light fixture during the day, and then a long view of them lit at night. So pretty!

Current Mood: cheerful
Thursday, April 13th, 2006
10:44 am
The Perfect Song for Dean and Sam Winchester!
I haven't checked yet if anyone has made a Supernatural vid to this song, but it really must be done if not. I mean - holy crap dude! U2's "Sometimes You Can't Make It On Your Own"? Might as well be the opening theme song for the show:

You think you've got the stuff
You're telling me and anyone
You're hard enough

You don't have to put up a fight
You don't have to always be right
Let me take some of the punches
For you tonight

Listen to me now
I need to let you know
You don't have to go it alone

And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you when I don't pick up the phone
Sometimes you can't make it on your own

We fight all the time
You and I, that's alright
We're the same soul

I don't need
I don't need to hear you say
That if we weren't so alike
You'd like me a whole lot more

Listen to me now
I need to let you know
You don't have to go it alone

And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you when I don't pick up the phone
Sometimes you can't make it on your own

I know that we don't talk
I'm sick of it all
Can you hear me when I sing...
You're the reason I sing
You're the reason why the opera is in me

Where are we now?
I've still got to let you know
A house still doesn't make a home
Don't leave me here alone

And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you that makes it hard to let go
Sometimes you can't make it on your own

Sometimes you can't make it
Best you can do is to fake it
Sometimes you can't make it on your own

Current Mood: ecstatic
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