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Sam As Lucifer's Vessel Manip

So, after the end of SPN Season 4, I started thinking about a certain picture of Sam, and combining it with a certain picture of Dean. I just couldn't help thinking of that bright light, and how seductive it would be to Sam, and Dean on his knees begging Sam to fight it, and Lucifer considering using Sam as a vessel, and that light caressing Sam, all warm and powerful....*koff*
Yeah....
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Wildfires in Southern California - I Need Your Positive Energy

So, we had to evacuate our town on Monday. I'm one of the lucky ones who had a place to go that isn't on fire and is not a random shelter. This is just unreal. I'm pretty numb right now and trying to stay that way so I don't have a meltdown. We're staying with my boyfriend's parents, hoping the fire doesn't reach their town. The only good thing about this whole nightmare is seeing how loving and selfless people are being towards the victims of this fire. I feel so bad for the firefighters - some of them are running on 70 hours straight without sleep, and are dealing with temperatures in the 90's, not counting the heat from the fires! Fuck! I actually miss going to work - my job is located in another fire location, so who knows when they'll let us back in. Reading my LJ is the only normalcy in my life right now - so thank you flist and all you LJ sweethearts and fic writers who are helping me not loose my mind - I love and appreciate you beyond the telling of it.
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    New Reports
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IS IT THURSDAY YET?

God! I think I'm beginning to understand how a crack whore feels while I wait for the opener for Supernatural Season 3. Fuck! What is it about these boys that make me so crazed and anxious and obsessive?? It's almost embarrassing I tell ya! Thank god for all the great fanfic out there or I'd be curled up in a ball in tears by this time. Plus? Every time I hear a sappy or angsty love song I immediately associate it with Sam and Dean. Jesus! I'm not alone, right? Right?????
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    "Gimme Shelter" Rolling Stones
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I'm Going to ComicCon to see Jared and Jensen!!! Woo Hoo!

I wasn't going to go originally - as I hate crowds and driving to San Diego is just begging for a nervous breakdown for me. But when my friend Cathy showed me the schedule for Saturday and I saw that Supernatural and J2 were making an appearance? Yeah. Kinda had a fit. Much squeeing and jumping up and down, followed by nausea due to getting overly excited. So, I'm pre-registered and will be there baby!! I'm determined to get to the microphone to ask a question and have thought up and discarded around 16 questions so far. Jesus! I can't believe how much this is freaking me out. I'll be sure to take a ton of pics. I'm tempted to bring my video camera just so I can replay Jensen's voice over and over and over. *head explodes*
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    giddy giddy
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Pictures of sea turtle mosiac sink top (and other artsy fartsy stuff)

So, I'm finally sick of being a lameass, procrastinating loser, which is in part because I can't stop reading Wincest and Supernatural smut, and am actually working on my sea turtle mosaic for my bathroom sink top. A job for the anal-retentive for sure...sheesh! So, I glued the first little patch on and have to wait 24 hours to make sure it's gonna stay put. Some of the tiles are so tiny that I couldn't use thinset to set the tiles as it would just squoosh up between them and mess it up, so I had to flip the entire thing over and will have to squeeze glue onto each, fricking tile! *rolls eyes* The sink is a frosted green glass bowl and will sit on top of the tiles. Oh, and I bought a cheap wooden box and some superscuplty and a plastic eye and gold spray paint and made a dragon eye box in which I keep my chocolate at work. The eye totally follows you, and it freaks out all the "straights" I work with. Heh heh. The chocolate is safe, oh yes!
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    artistic artistic